Yes I know you love him. You adore him more than anything else in this world and there is nothing that you would like better than to embrace on to him eternally. Maybe its not for the best. Real love doesn't have to be on a cloud 9 conclusion, because true love never ends. Letting go is one way of saying I love you. Sometimes we are petrified of ourselves, of our own experience and reality; our own sentiments most of all. People talk about how great love is. Love wounds. Emotions are upsetting. We are taught that pain is wicked and treacherous. How can we cope up with love if we are scared to feel? Pain is meant to revive and wake us up. But we sometime try to hide our pain. But we are wrong. Pain is something to carry, like a heavy bag. You feel your strength in the experience of pain. It's all in how we carry it. That's what matters. Pain is a feeling. Our feelings are a part of us. Our own reality. If you feel mortified of them, and hide them, you're letting yourself wreck your reality. You should stand up for your right to feel your agony. So no matter how much your heart is going to break, You have to let him go so he can know just how much you love him. By letting it go it all gets done. The world is won by those who let it go. But when you try and try. The world is beyond the winning. Maybe if you are fortunate, he'll come back, but if not, you can make it through this.
The best for you. . .friend!
